Lately, I've been getting so emotional, and I think it's
because I'm getting close to what would of been our babies due date, November
11, 2015. I had both of my girls 4 weeks before their due date. If I wouldn't
have lost our baby, I think he would have been born already. So that makes me
feel sad, upset, depressed. People keep telling me it gets easier, but I don't
think so. Just because our baby wasn't born, doesn't mean he doesn't deserve to
be talked about. I thank God every day for my two healthy girls, but then I get
mad at him, because he took something from me, or should I say someone. I know
I wasn't emotionally ready for another child, but that doesn't mean I would've
loved him any less. I really hate when people tell me everything happens for a
reason, but at the same time I believe it. One day, if God decides to send him
back to us, It wouldn’t be a bad thing..
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