I’ve now been working for two weeks and its going great.
Jade has been taking it very well but Annabelle on the other hand, not so good.
When I drop her off at my grandmother’s house or at my auntie’s house she
doesn’t want me to leave. I kiss them both good bye and tell them ill see them
later. Annabelle stares at me and the look she gives me makes me feel like the
worst mother ever. The first few days were the hardest for both her and I.
Annabelle refused to eat the whole time I was gone. I’m still breastfeeding her
so it’s harder for her to only eat solids. I’ve pumped milk for her to drink in
her Sippy cup but she refuses to drink it. She pretty much waits until I pick
her up after work to eat. That’s about five hours without eating. I really hope
it gets better soon. I hate knowing she’s not eating. I know us being apart is
good for us but sometimes it sucks. I love my new job though. My boss is
awesome and very understanding. I like going away for a few hours a day, have
time for myself, some peace and quiet. I hope that doesn’t make me sound too
horrible.
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