Today I received one of the worst news a mother can hear.. Husband and I were so scared when we found out about you, but we loved you right away. Jade was so excited to have a little brother, but now she's left wondering why he left.. Went to the doctors office this morning, the look on the ultrasound technician face said it all.. Tears rolled down my face as she says "I need to consult Dr. Kilkenny."
The doctor comes in with a worried look on her face, I started crying heavily. She checks the baby, she can't hear the heart beat.. Baby's heart stopped yesterday she says.. I didn't even know to respond.. All I could do is cry.. I am in the process of having a miscarriage.. Husband is hugging me as we both cry.. Annabelle hugs me tight too, Jade asks me if baby brother is ok.. I can't help but cry even more, not knowing how to even explain to her that her little brother is no longer with us.. But with God in heaven..
I'm so sad this happened to our family, I can't help but think it's my fault.. I wish I could have done something differently, then maybe baby would still be here.. Mommy & Daddy will always love and remember you..
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